Lost

tears running down my face like bleeding scars
they vanished in my breath while I smoke cigars
salty like the sea what would I give to be there
a moment on my own / for myself with no one else to share

REF:is it my fault could i’ve prevented these scars

running over my lips
is it my greenness could i’ve been more redeemed

My soul is drying living only a half
reaching out for my breath
i’m feeling wasted could i’ve been more redeemed

save me

if you could read my mind you’d be in tears
a labyrinth in my head with broken dreams and fears I’m standing in silence but my mind won’t shut (up) the sadness bothers me I want to make a cut

REF

How much pain can a soul carry
till the mirror shatters in a shardsea
every scar tells it’s own story and my body will be a gallery I’m the author here’s my biography

I am attempting to escape myself
but my mirror screams to me: go and find yourself I wish I had felt that i’m about to fall
but now I try to cut, here is my last call

Our Song

Feels like losing a piece of me
but it’s only a song
a song for eternity but you don’t sing along anymore

not part of your song no more
I sang the chorus before
your choice was to stop this song and it feels extremely wrong

REF:while you tell the others all lies
i am dancing with tears in my eyes
keep playing our song in my head
but a duet sung on my own sounds so bad

our song had no orchestra not one simple part
just you me and one guitar and my broken heart

we wrote the lyrics back when
the song was released
many have heard it and then you decided to leave

never more

not part of your song no more I sang the chorus before
no longer our song
and no one will sing along

REF

Stories

No one will see that look that you gave me
No one had heard the songs that you played me but never mind cause now I am free

I was afraid that I couldn’t trust you
You knew back then what you have been up to all of these lies and nothing was true

Helpless fell in desire
You set my Body on fire Only you to admire
You were nothing but a liar

REF
I was tamed by your stories but nothing was true
i Thought I was falling, still falling for you
You had me hypnotized with all that you are
but you called just to leave me and took your guitar

I tried to cut you of my all and sundry you said that it is the best I disagree but you were blind so you could’t see

i’ve listened to every story you told me everything was so good that it felt surreal misunderstood cause this wasn’t the deal

You’re breathtaking and clever you have tooked me wherever I thought we’d last forever
I have loved you, whatever

REF

I have learned my lesson, heavy cure
even if my heart is obsessed by your mania

was a hard progression about that i’m sure you made my heart fall into asthenia

REF

Inner Prison

Counting days in here Lost all sense of time hope has disappeared so my inner fight

questions have been asked silence without answers asking ‚bout my past shrieks inside my mind

caught in lattice bars
and my thoughts get clouded so much pain in here
all the prayers useless

have not seen the light since the day i came here it will be alright
that’s what they told me

REF.:
I will not stay here forever
i go back from where i came
from all that’s chaining i will sever nothing will ever be the same

slowly thoughts creep over freedom seems so close but the dose takes over locks me up again

have to tear away
from the ghost that haunt me i don’t have to obey
now it’s time to run

REFRAIN

BRIDGE
now I see and I understand
the warders came from my subconscious I am the reason why i’m locked in here so only I can get me out of here

The Crash

Now i’m standing alone you take your last breath you whisper goodbye

we stare and no one has any words the loudest crash that I’ve ever heard

REF
I lose control, you cry

we’re losing track, i’m terrified
thunderstorm, rain starts fall, clouds gathering I turn on the lights
it’s getting dark, you say nothing

we’re grabbing the bags finally a goal in sight
I hang up the phone
you’re screaming my name i’m watching tv shows

you go up the stairs

this place is full of harmony month ago I fall on my knee but now

REF

BRIDGE: they strap me tight again I can’t get what’s the plan of this they talk about delusions
but this ain’t no illusion

REF ( I said nothing
it’s getting dark
I turned on the lights, clouds gathering rain starts fall, thunderstorm, I’m terrified I am losing track
I cry, I lose control)